Vermilion

It's rare that I'll ever post a song. There's only a few songs that ever could explain how i feel about anything. This is one of them, one of the few...

She seemed dressed in all of me, stretched across my shame.

All the torment and the pain

Leaked through and covered me

I'd do anything to have her to myself

Just to have her for myself

Now I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes me sane.

...

She is everything to me

The unrequited dream

A song that no one sings

The unattainable, She's a myth that I have to believe in

All I need to make it real is one more reason

I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes me sad.

...

But I won't let this build up inside of me

I won't let this build up inside of me

I won't let this build up inside of me

I won't let this build up inside of me

...

A catch in my throat choke

Torn into pieces

I won't, no!

I don't wanna be this...

...

But I won't let this build up inside of me

I won't let this build up inside of me

I won't let this build up inside of me

I won't let this build up inside of me

...

She isn't real

I can't make her real

She isn't real

I can't make her real

Working Once More

I love how I have the most time to post while I'm at work. It's not like I'm a time waster or anything but I find the most spare time in which I could be doing nothing else at my dear workspace here at the college.

There's no messages to return, no photocopying to do, there's a bit of reading I could brush up on but I can leave that for any old day...

I'm glad I'm being paid to send words into the void of cyberspace...

- Chow

I'm just so tired

University blues for sure...

There's a lot to do and only just enough time to get it all done. i wish i had just a little time between assignments and essays . I'd like to have a few straight days to feel like a regular human being for a while. The Christmas break will have at least two essays and assignments so i should be able to get some sleep then. Until that point I suppose I'll be a very tired individual.

Andre...